My teeny violin

Monday, May 14, 2007
Does anyone else ever feel overwhelmed? I know that's a foolish question but it seems to me lately that I'm being attacked by all four corners of the globe. It must be sooo nice for celebrities to have all that money. I'm tired of being broke and poor. I'm tired of being uncomfortable.. I'm just tired of life. This sounds rediculous, I know, my little violin is out of tune but there isn't enough time or money in this world. I also understand that yes, I do live in America and my issues are minimal compared to others around the world and I should be ever so grateful, which I am, I can have my freedom and I can say what I want, I can shower and eat. I know. It's rediculous. I just wish I had enough money to at least be comfortabe. I work hard but I don't get any leisure. I need to just grow up and get on track damn it. I need to just do whatever I need to take care of myself instead of raising everyone around me.