Wednesday, January 21, 2009

A little bit crazy





Sometimes just maybe
I'm a little bit crazy
and I cuss and swear
and pull out my hair
when life just seems a little too much
I tend not to give a fuck

Sometimes I want to scream
and sometimes I'm mean
I yell and shout
and flail my arms all about
and loose my sense of self

And sometimes just maybe
I'm a little bit crazy
when life comes at me
as much as I try not to be
things just never work out
and I'm nutty, no doubt

Sometimes when I've had enough
I stomp and I huff and I puff
and I push and I hurt
and I really exert
everything that you see
Everything I am, crazy, that's me

Once in great while
I go silent and begin to smile
and I can't speak
and I feel incredibly weak
and I give up on being tough
because it isn't quite enough

If I hurt you, forgive me
If I push you, let me be
If I can't speak, stay silently
If I scream, hold on to me
If I cry, embrace my heart
because I'm falling apart
and if I walk away
I won't get far anyway

After so many days like this
when there isn't a trace of life's bliss
and nothing goes right
by the end of the night
and I'm stuck in a frozen moment
I own it
to avoid hurting any of you
because sometimes, just maybe I don't know what to do

When I look around and see
no such trace of opportunity
to have one day where something goes right
I crash my plight
I give my hopes and dreams
and rip apart at the seems
Sometimes I'm a little bit crazy
just maybe


















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