MY deepest apology friends

I'm sorry you feel that way. I will always love you.
We could be balancing heavy hearts on opposite zipcodesand have different lives yet still, you are part of me and I love you genuinely. You haven't considered I haven't talked to anyone much.It's not just you I shut out. I lost myself too and I'm just trying to get it back together. I'm very sorry that you feel like that.
There will come times when we both are busy busy with life and months or years may fly byon the wing of "the future". We might only get a few phone calls in or weekends away and suddenly when we really settle down at 50 or so, we'll look back and those seldom moments which were wonderful memories. I don't plan on dis-continuing our friendship.
My license is suspended and I don't lie about your messages? I'm not sure what you mean but get a side kick. Try it out. You'll see. I get text messages really late and voicemails two days later sometimes. My web browser only works when I go to myspace and google and the track ball sticks sometimes and calls 911.You should know my heart. Please don't feel like I am leaving you and never coming home or never talkign to you or getting together. I will live for those moments and cherish them.I'm sorry I haven't been more available to you and I know that. I have been going through a lot that is inaudible and indescribable. When you moved to Maine for your own reasons I remember just thinking how proud I really was of you because I wouldn't know to have the strength you've had. You just kept going even though you were secretly falling apart and I admired you for that. You have flourished into a wonderful mother and a beautiful woman.
When the sky suddenly begins to fall and your world crashes around you, stop and breathe.Gather the peices of yourself and your dignity for you may be the world to someone else.
Love is a verb and I can not love everyone else until I love me. I've got a little soul searching to do. I totally lost myself somewhere along the way but I haven't even had the chance to begin to tell you. I understand you are hurt so it will be a while until we speak again but no matter how much time passes, my respect for you will never change.
Patience-an ability or willingness to suppress restlessness or annoyance when confronted with delay: to have patience with a slow learner.
Unconditional-not limited by conditions; absolute: an unconditional promise.
Understanding-characterized by understanding; prompted by, based on, or demonstrating comprehension, intelligence, discernment, empathy, or the like: an understanding attitude
Time-a period considered with reference to its events or prevailing conditions, tendencies, ideas, etc.
Expectation-the degree of probability that something will occur: There is little expectation that he will come.
Apologize-To make an apology or excuse; to make acknowledgment of some fault or offense, with expression of regret for it, by way of amends; -- with for;
Forgiveness-1. compassionate feelings that support a willingness to forgive
2. the act of excusing a mistake or offense
If thou, Lord, shouldest mark iniquities, O Lord, who shall stand? But there is forgiveness with thee, that thou mayest be feared.
Love-a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.2. Love, affection, devotion all mean a deep and enduring emotional regard, usually for another person. Love may apply to various kinds of regard: the charity of the Creator, reverent adoration toward God or toward a person, the relation of parent and child, the regard of friends for each other, romantic feelings for another person, etc. Affection is a fondness for others that is enduring and tender, but calm. Devotion is an intense love and steadfast, enduring loyalty to a person; it may also imply consecration to a cause.